Friday, February 20, 2009

AAUUUUUGGGGHHHHH!!!!

I'm so sick and tired of this!
It's not like I'm out every night in pregnating myself or getting drunk!
I am not Scott!
Let me do what I want... AUGH!
I don't know how many more times u can bring up the same stupid thing!
I'm So frustrated I don't even know what to say to you any more....
Nothings good enough.
Oh no! I'm going to be a heathen forever. We and Corey Hell raisers tell you what...
I would understand if I actually was doing something wrong. I don't see anything wrong in what I'm doing?
Do your parents get onto you went u go to church once a week??
I could be not going at all! And just for the record I would go even if you didn't make me...
In fact you making me is making me NOT want to go.
I feel forced. Not like I ever what to go and that's not right.
This is not how it should be. And you should not tell Corey what he needs to do either.
It's our lives let us live them how we want to.
Just becuz u made mistakes doesn't mean we are going to!
Ah... I don't know what to say or what will make u happy
One day I'll be away from here... Oh that blessed day!
Anyways on a different not (sorry for the rant)
Buddy please please please go to Memphis! You need to do something for you!
Don't listen to the negative stuff that everyone is saying. Your never going to be able to live ur life if you keep living it for what makes everyone else happy.
Parents and Grandparents don't know everything... They like to think they do but they don't.
They want what they want cuz they regret not doing that... They live vicariously though us.
Do this for yourself. Even if you don't get in. U tried! and that is what matters.
Plus, you never know unless you try.
I think this is what you are suppose to do. Get out of Springfield, Go to Memphis, Get in, Graduate, Be the most famousist person ever!, Then rub it in the face.
Cuz you made it! You beat the odds and did something! Against what everyone was saying and doing.
You were the one who stood up for urself. and became what u wanted to be.
Plus, who ever got there way easily. Everyone needs to fight for what they believe. If not u become another faceless drone. leading a life becuz others thought that would be better.
Oh and Corey I love you soo much! No matter what she says we can raise hell together ;) Makes things more fun.
Plus like you said there always has to be the pissed off parent or things would be boring. She will eventually get over it she will have too. :)

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