Wednesday, May 20, 2009

I just don't know...

I don't know what to do anymore....

I just seems like nothing is enough ne more....

I try and I try and get nothing...

Just a "I'm fine, nothing, or don't worry about it"

Well I guess I care to much about you to do that....

I wish you would just talk to me. Tell me whats up.

But all I get is silence. Nothing...

Sometimes I feel like you won't even miss me when I'm gone... That it won't even phase you...

I love you more than anything!

I just don't know what to do anymore.

I'm frustrated and tired of trying to figure you out and just hitting a brick wall over and over again.

What is it about you that drives me crazy.

Always wanting to be near you. But yet when I am I still feel alone.

You in your own little world and me knocking at the door trying to get in but you can't hear me.

I'm I not clear or loud enough?

Or are you just deaf....

I Love you.... Please talk to me.

Monday, May 18, 2009

For Brittany! =)

"Please tell me you'll fight this fight
I can't see without your light
I need you to breathe into my life
Don't tell me this is goodbye
I won't grieve - it's not yet time
Each breath breathed is keeping hope alive

So keep breathing
Go on breathe in
Keep on breathing
Go on breathe in
Just breathe

Each breath breathed means we're alive
And life means that we can find
The reasons to keep on getting by
And if reasons we can't find
We'll make up some to get by
'Til breath by breath we'll
leave this behind

All you have to do is breathe"