I know...

I don't get many things right the first time
In fact, I am told that a lot
Now I know all the wrong turns, the stumbles and falls
Brought me here

And where was I before the day
That I first saw your lovely face?
Now I see it everyday
And I know

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

What if I'd been born fifty years before you
In a house on a street where you lived?
Maybe I'd be outside as you passed on your bike
Would I know?

And in a white sea of eyes
I see one pair that I recognize
And I know

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

I love you more than I have ever found a way to say to you

Next door there's an old man who lived to his nineties
And one day passed away in his sleep
And his wife; she stayed for a couple of days
And passed away

I'm sorry, I know that's a strange way to tell you that I know we belong
That I know

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

Feels like...

bawling....

I heard tonight that, if you have heard the saying the eyes are the windows to the soul, then crying in like window washing. And similar to when you wash the windows of your house or your car it makes things clearer and easier to see. Well then cry makes the mind clearer and put things into perspective and therefore should be a ritual. It's good to have a good cry every once in a while.

I just feel so over whelmed... I don't know what to do or where to start.

So many things are due, the semester is almost over (THANK GOD!!) but everything is snowballing here at the end and it sucks... big time....

I have gotten myself back into something. And I couldn't be happier... I just wish everybody else would see it that way too... Most of them just think I am crazy... Therefore I am keeping it under wraps. My lips are sealed.. at least for now.

You would think that they would just want what would make me happy and not worry about their own convictions or opinions. If they don't see that I am happy and that this is the best thing for me then obviously they don't want whats in my best interest... I get that they care but they should also take into consideration that it is my life and I have thought things through. I am not completely following my heart.. My head is very much involved on this one.

I just feel like so much is piled on top of my head that I am going to loose balance and fall. Hopefully someone will be there to catch me???

I'm scared... Terrified more or less (mostly more)... I don't want to hurt... Or cry.. Or die (figuratively)... I want my happy ending too...

I'm trusting you with my heart, please don't break it, it's fragile.

I just don't know...

I don't know what to do anymore....

I just seems like nothing is enough ne more....

I try and I try and get nothing...

Just a "I'm fine, nothing, or don't worry about it"

Well I guess I care to much about you to do that....

I wish you would just talk to me. Tell me whats up.

But all I get is silence. Nothing...

Sometimes I feel like you won't even miss me when I'm gone... That it won't even phase you...

I love you more than anything!

I just don't know what to do anymore.

I'm frustrated and tired of trying to figure you out and just hitting a brick wall over and over again.

What is it about you that drives me crazy.

Always wanting to be near you. But yet when I am I still feel alone.

You in your own little world and me knocking at the door trying to get in but you can't hear me.

I'm I not clear or loud enough?

Or are you just deaf....

I Love you.... Please talk to me.

For Brittany! =)

"Please tell me you'll fight this fight
I can't see without your light
I need you to breathe into my life
Don't tell me this is goodbye
I won't grieve - it's not yet time
Each breath breathed is keeping hope alive

So keep breathing
Go on breathe in
Keep on breathing
Go on breathe in
Just breathe

Each breath breathed means we're alive
And life means that we can find
The reasons to keep on getting by
And if reasons we can't find
We'll make up some to get by
'Til breath by breath we'll
leave this behind

All you have to do is breathe"

Random Thoughts....

So I was thinking last night about a time in middle school...

I had woke up late for school cuz no one woke me up which i thought was strange so i went to ask my dad if we were going to school

he said not today, today we are going to Silver Dollar City!

And i thought that, that was just the coolest thing we got to skip school to go have fun!

And I remember me, matt, and my dad sat the the living room window and watch the bus go by, we even waved it away.

I felt so BA.

But i dont know what made me think of that just thought id share





U know what i dont get... Video games!

i mean yeah sure there fun to play every once in a while, but then they get boring and u have to do something else

i dont get how someone can sit there all day and just play away

Its ridiculous!

Plus, then u start to get mad and cuss at the machiene/game becuz its stupid!

if it makes u mad THEN Y DO U PLAY IT!!!!

Seriously!

If ur just going to yell at the inanimate object turn it OFF!

Problem solved!

There's no crying in Peggle!!

*Sigh* Last night was so much fun!

I haven't laughed so hard in a long time!

*does't victory level dance*

Stupid....

compare and contrast paper!!